HE MADE ME AWESOME

I NEVER TRY OR HOPE TO BE SOMEONE ELSE HE MADE ME THE WAY I AM FOR A REASON AND TO CHANGE ANYTHING THAT HE DOESNT LEAD ME TO CHANGE WOULD BE UNDERMINING HIS AUTHORITY IN MY OPINION HEY WE ALL HAVE ONE ANY WAY I THINK THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH THAT REALLY HATE THEMSELVES SOME THEIR OUTER SELVES AND SOME THEIR INNNER SELVES AND SOME BOTH I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE LOVED MYSELF EVEN WHEN I DIDNT LIKE MYSELF AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HATERS THAT TRY TO BLOCK YOUR CREATIVITY AND DISTRACTIONS EERYWHERE STAY FOCUSED AND YOU CAN PERSERVERE I THINK I SPELLED THAT WRONG OH WELL BACK TO THE ISSUE MY ISSUE MOSTLY IS WITH PEOPLE THAT WANT TO TRY TO CHANGE YOU I DONT GET IT HE MADE US ALL UNIQUE AND HE MADE US ALL IN HIS IMAGE AND HE MADE US ALL WITH LOVE I DONT CLAIM TO UNDERSTAND ALL THAT E DOES OR DOES NOT DO HOWEVER THIS I KNOW IS THAT HE NEVER LEAVES US AND THE STRUGGLES WE COMPLAIN ABOUT MAKE US STRONGER AND THIS IS PROVEN FOR ME AT LEAST AND I AM THANKFUL FO RTHE WAY HE MADE ME ALL THAT HE GAVE ME AND DID NOT GIVE ME AND THIS LIFE HAS SO MANY TWISTS AND TURNS HE MUST HAVE PUT IN AN EXTRA "CANT TOLERATE BEING BORED" BUTTON ON ME ...LOL OH WELL MORE LATER LOVE GINA RENEE RAYMOND

THIS RHELM

IN THIS RHELM I MAY BE CRAZY OR AT LEAST ON THE WAY. THESE EARTHLINGS PUSH YOU TO THE LIMIT UNTIL YOU JUST WANT TO GIVE UP TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR KINDNESS I JUST DO NOT UNDERSTAND I TRY TO TREAT OTHERS AS I WANT TO BE TREATED...NOT EVERYONE DOES THAT AND IT MAKES FOR AN ILL PERSON SOMETIMES EXPECTATIONS ARE EVERYTHING I GUESS I SHOULD NOT EXPECT ANYTHING AND I WONT BE LET DOWN I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW CHRIST AND MOTHER TERESA AND GHANDI DID IT BEING HUMAN THEY MUST HAVE BEEN PART ANGEL HERE THAT IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT AND EVEN BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND... WHAT OTHER PERSON HERE TODAY DO WE HAVE TO FOLLOW , THERE MUST BE SOME UP INCOMING MOTHER TERESA AND CHRIST I AM HOPEFUL THAT THEY WILL COME OUT OF THE WOODWORK SOON SO WE HAVE OTHERS TO LOOK UP TO SOON... IN ANOTHER VEIN I LOVE THIS LIFE AND THE CHALLENGES I FACE I MUST HAVE SIGNED UP FOR A HELL OF A RIDE HERE ON EARTH CAUSE IT SURE HASNT BEEN BORING UP TO THIS POINT HELL ITS LIKE READING A GOOD BOOK AND YOU CANT WAIT TO TURN THE PAGE AND WHEN I DO SOMETIMES I CANT WAIT TO FINISH THE PAGE AND SOMETIMES I CAN PUT IT DOWN AND FEEL LIKE I NEVER WANT TO PICK IT UP AGAIN SO THATS LIFE AND EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THE UPS AND DOWNS AND THE CURRENT SITUATION OUTWEIGHS THE OTHER ONES AND THE GOOD OUTWEIGHS THE BAD THANK YOU JESUS....... IN YET ANOTHER VEIN I AM CONCERNED WITH THE WAYS OF THE WORLD IN MY GENERATION AND HOW IT ALL WILL UNVEIL AND THE SCREEN PLAY PLAY OUT AND I AM CURIOUS BUT HOPEFUL AND I HOPE TO HAVE MORE PATIENCE THAN I HAVE HAD IN THE PAST WITH JESUS HELP I THINK I CAN DO DO THIS IF I REALLY PUT MY MIND TO IT IN A CREATIVE WAY...... IN YET ONE MORE VEIN I THINK THE CHILDREN ARE THE PRODIGYS OF THE DAY THERE MAY BE SOME ADULTS BUT MOSTLY THE CHILDREN ARE THE ONES WITH THE PIVOTAL ROLE IN THIS THING WE CALL LIFE ....... I WONDER OFTEN HOW REALITY IS DEFINED IN THE DIFFERENT STAGES OF THE RHELMS AND THE WAYS OF THE SPIRIT WORLD I JUST WISH I UNDERSTOOD IT MORE THAN I DO BUT I GUESS WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND IT AND JUST LIVE DAY TO DAY BUT ITS DIFFICULT AND THEN THERE ARE SO MANY DISTTRACTIONS AND HATERS THAT DO NOT WANT YOU TO SUCCEED AND THEN THERE ARE THE ONES THAT CONSTANTLY TRY TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS DONT LET THEM THEY ARE SO INSECURE WITH THEMSELVES THAT THEY HAVE TO DO THAT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEM SELVES IF THER ISNT SOMEONE FIGHTING OR BICKERING THEY ARE NOT HAPPY AND I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT AT ALL I HAVE NEVER LIKED DRAMA AND I HOPE I NEVER DO I WISH I UNDER STOOD THEIR MIND FREEAME ONLY I NEVER WISH TO BE ANYTHING BUT MYSELF AND THAT IS THE GODS TRUTH HE MADE ME AWESOME AND FOR THAT I THANK HIM EVERYDAY